You may guess from the title that post will be talking about my current transition, so might not be for everyone.
This is a subject I wanted to talk about for quite sometime but never had way of going into it now.
As part of my transition I am taking female hormones, and have been doing so for the past few years. During the past 4 years there has been a challenge having the hormones on a regular basis as there were times they were out of stock due to lock down etc.
It’s like life is testing me, I swear.
Only during the past year I have been able to get hormones regularly without any problems, well that’s a lie, the problem is due to my height/build/weight the hormones aren’t doing enough so the amount I take was increased and I have noticed the changes.
Since taking the hormones all those years ago, a change I noticed after a few months was the lack of body hair growth, I still get facial hair growing but anything below the neck very rarely grows, which is good in the summer and because I am blonde I am OK showing off my legs (a lot of people say I’ve got a good pair of legs haha)
Another change that was a small one at first and slowly getting bigger, is my chest. The hormones started off making my chest very sensitive at times, now it’s sensitive every now and then but depends on the situation.
With the amount of female hormones I take being increased as of late, there has been progress in the development of my chest becoming more feminine. I can imagine my chest is like a young girl, and I can only say imagine as I ain’t going to look that up on a computer as it’s been budding and now slowly getting bigger.
The only thing from my chest looking more like boobs is my weight, I am really overweight, due to my height you can’t really see it but I am around 19 stone where I should be around 17 stone.
I need to lose weight for a healthy life, surgery and it will help the hormones do more good to me than bad, as the downside to hormones while overweight is a lot of health risks.
After like 8 weeks due to an elbow injury, I have returned to the gym and am returning to lose the weight again as I want the good changes mentioned above.
Going on about this, you may have noticed I talk about my chest getting bigger yet in pics such as the one I’m using for the thumbnail they look quite big, that’s because I often wear false breasts.
They are something I have been using since I started my transition in late 2019, as they are a good way of showing that I am trying to be more feminine (people before comment, I know men often get big man boobs and how women have to do if they get breast cancer etc).
I’ve got to the stage where I’ve got real breasts growing more due to the hormones and with work & occasion I need to go out and wear the false boobs. I know sooner or later I need to stop wearing the false boobs but it’s something to think about a later date.
I think that’s everything I want to get off my mind, thanks for reading
Megan
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