Megan Leyman

Hello everyone

As you may or may not know, I have blogged about myself an awful lot to the point of sharing details of my life that would surprise most people.

But I think I have reached something that I just can’t talk about publicly, not for quite some time.

Recently I’ve been mentioning about the 1st opinion regarding “bottom” (In medical terms its known as Feminising Genital Reconstructive surgery or Vaginoplasty) surgery, at Gender Services and that appointment happened yesterday.

I expected some stuff but what I got was a lot more, it was the start of the process for it and it felt too real especially how things were talked about in detail. This is the mother of all surgeries and I am volunteering for it.

At this point only family and 2 friends know about the appointment details so it is wrong to talk about it publicly til a later date.

I do want to talk about it eventually as the whole point of me blogging about my transition etc is because I want to help someone else in a similar situation but when I can talk about it, I will need to think how I can talk about it, as it’s not an easy thing to explain.

Heck it’s been a day and I am still processing what I learnt, what I wanted when I started my transition but this is too real, so going to take time. If I’m like this, what do you expect those close to me are feeling?

In 4 weeks I will be travelling to Japan for a solo 2 week trip away from everything and I honestly can’t wait. The only thing I am going to worry about while I’m on the other side of the world is getting tons of exercise & not going over the top with food as it will help with this upcoming development in my life but apart from that I will be just enjoying myself.

I think that’s everything I wanted to get off my mind for now, hope you can understand.

Megan